29 July 2006

The Fly-leaf makes tentative beginnings

"Fly-leaf is a blank leaf forming part of something printed, especially one between the cover & the title page of a book, or at the end of a circular or leaflet; it is not another name for a leaflet, which is, however, sometimes called a fly-sheet." (From Fowler's Modern English Usage c. 1926. My copy of which has never been quite since I left it in the garden overnight, many years ago. I'm sure the snails tended its pages with love.)

I like the idea that this space is the blank leaf behind my surface; onto which I write my name and date and perhaps a little more over time. The title, I have yet to confirm.

And so I begin this new journal. A prod into this virtual world that I have become addicted to of late. It feels like a natural progression. An interesting leap from my addiction to page filling Moleskin journals with brown card covers. I have a particular friend who is loaded everyday with an email of Gillian-ness. This doesn't feel too different which surprises me. Actually, it worries me a little too. Who am I writing to here? Probably me and my ego at present! Yay for that. The other worry is that this will consume me. I am good at
being consumed and, come to think about it, consuming. But I have a thesis that I'm meant to be creating. Will this become the textual fix that should be being placed elsewhere on my computer or will it aid my old word-love to resurface? It will be interesting to see what unfolds.

It all brings to mind an exhibition that I visited recently at the Design Centre. Grainy blue photographs of divers tumbling off the King Bridge into the Tamar River. Gleeful. And so I leap. . .

1 comment:

D said...

welcome to the blog experience. who are you writing for? and if it's only you, and your ego, then well done because we all (and all of out individual parts that join to make us whole) need a forum.

I was just watching a wonderful doco on abc about a musician and she said "we need to know all of ourselves so that we can create"...an how else to know your inside self other than to let her out.

love
d